From this point on, you can only move forward. There’s no turning back to fix your past mistakes and it’s pointless to dwell on past events. You can think about all of the “what ifs?” and “should’ve, would’ve, could’ve” but that’s not going to change the past. What’s done, is done. Most times, it’s hard to move on but with a good support system, it can happen and who know’s what will happen to you in the future? Something even better.